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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I still search...

In a couple of days, It will be St.Valentine's day.

Sadly I am one of those who are not looking forward to it.

I wish I could go to bed on the 13th and wake up to the 15th. It's silly yea, but that's how i feel.

This is not the way I hoped things would turn out.

This is not the love-life I ordered.

I dreamt of celebrating Val's day with the one I loved-the one I would have willingly given up everything for.

But sadly, it is not going to be.

It's all good though...

I'm still alive and that counts for something, right?

As long as there is life, there is hope...

If not this year, then next year...

I wont give up in my search for lasting love.

I still search...


PS: To all of you my darling friends, happy Vals day in advance.

32 comments:

ShonaVixen said...

Hey hon!!!
You shall find love, one that you really and truly deserve for you are a gorgeous woman!!!!xxxxx

Aphrodite said...

@shona,thanks for the encouragement lovey.

Jayla. said...

Hey, like shona said, you shall find real love that u will celebrate all d days of ur life and not just on vals day.

bumight said...

big hug!

Afrobabe said...

Hope you re ok love, there is no big deal to valentine you know...you can go out with friends or family and have fun...dont let anything weigh you down...

Rita said...

It will be better

Ms Sula said...

Valentine's day is for our loved ones. You love yourself and you have yourself until the day you die, so that's what you (we all)should be celebrating.

Celebrate your friends, your family, the things in your life that make you happy. Focus on you. And this might turn out to be a happy day after all.

Smaragd said...

You are not alone babe... lol

14th is just another day jo.

Anonymous said...

its not the end of the world.........keep smiling.....

Unknown said...

It's just another day of the year like every other day. Love and pamper yourself jo. How about a bit of 'shopping therapy'? It's a Saturday so you can go shopping rather than stay indoors.

Zayzee said...

when God has spoken it is done. U should believe it. And it will come in way you didn't expect.

miz-cynic said...

omo pls o...dnt compromise o...coninue this search o....eni to ba pe jeun ko gbodo tun je ibaje

ibiluv said...

i'm with Aphro...

Anonymous said...

AWwwwww Sweets, You will find love. I just know it. Next year we will all be glad for you. Happy Valentines day sweets.

doll (retired blogger) said...

Hey babes…just be fine ok?

LG said...

stop searching 'so love can find u

Aphrodite said...

@jayla, thanks.
@bumight, thanks for the hug dear.
@afro,thanks for the advice babes.
@rita, amen...
@ms sula, thanks for that advice babes
@smaragd, abi o...its comforting to know am not alone.
@danny, thaks
@Naijalines, thanks sis. hopping is not a bad idea but where u see money now?lol...
@uzezi, amen.
@miz-cynic, lol...
@ibiluv,okay...
@temite, thanks dearie. I have indeed found love, here with you guys.
@doll, okay dear.
@LG, maybe u've got a point there. Thanks.

LovePaprika said...

happy vals :( we'll get there some day i'm so roasting lol like fire

mizchif said...

U r not alone dear.
Like LG said, maybe, maybe love will find u, even when u r not looking.

Take care hun!

zara (my alter ego) said...

a lot of us wudnt be 'celebrating' valentine this year.. but heck whoever said it was only for lovers??

give to those u love including family and blog friends so from me to u.. happy valentine!!!!

Aphrodite said...

@misslove,lol@roasting like fire. E go better jare...

@mizchif, thanks sweets. I pray so.

@zara, awwwh, thanks babes.

Jay said...

Hey hun

Hope ur ok...don't sweat it, everything has a time. Your's is on its way xx

Ewoma said...

i wish u find your true love, but that does not mean u cant give love. u dont just wait to receive love, u should also be willing to give it out. i do hope u had a lovely val day and showed love to everyone that came your way.
from some1 who loves

Laughter said...

Happy belated Vals day, don't worry baby girl, a better man is on his way to you.

Enjoy your week honey.

Flourishing Florida said...

this post took me by surprise oh. d last time i read you, i tot u & O were sorting out ur disagreements. wen did it move to outright 'i still search'. there's a missing post here, i can see. or, maybe u don't want to talk about it. It's ok. just take it easy. shit happens all d time. e go better

Lady said...

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S: DEF NEXT YEAR..i'll make sure of it! xoxo

Vera Ezimora said...

Babe, anything is possible. Just believe. God knows your heart's desires, and He will never disappoint you.

Aphrodite said...

@Jarrai, amen.
@chris, thanks for d comment.
@laughter, amen
@FFF, u are sharp honey but i dont want to talk about it jare. I have given the guy too much space in my blog already.
@lady koko, lol...
@vera, amen dear.

QMoney said...

God will not allow u kill me.so what now?u have finally zeroed ur mind?
take very good care of u most importantly gal and make sure u smile all d time.okay?

QMoney said...

Oh,i see we posted almost at d same time.how is work?

Aphrodite said...

@qmoney, babes, thanks for the advice. I just did a new post now. looks like u missed it:)

LIL WOMAN said...

Today is 22nd, 7days after vals day...u survived it! dont give up on love. you would find it when u least expect it...if only i could take my own advice!